I'm so tired of being alone all the time?

it's funny i used to have tons of friends and i was always doing something and i never felt alone. But after a series of unfortunate events i ended up completely alone, and the only friends i have left i can't stand they always give me **** for everything and they just keep tearing at me and i really want to separate my self from them, but even though i really don't want to admit it i guess if i don't have them i really will have no one at all. I used to be a really active person and i was always doing something and now all the time I'm out of school i usually just surf around the web aimlessly or sleep. It's like all the joy is being suck out of everything and my life is just ping me by. I even tried to try to rekindle my old friendships but they are all off doing their own thing and they don't have time for me. I feel so alone and i don't want to spend another day living like this and i don't care if anyone answers this i really just need to spout out steam to someone even if that means complete strangers on the internet, but any advice is apreciated.