Does happily ever after exist, did it ever?

or whatever happily ever after translates to in this world. because as the days p by the more and more i dont believe it does. either way... whatever got me through the days where i knew one day it would happen are slowly disappearing, and i have no more hope to go on. one time i thought i had it, but through a series of extramarital affairs, being severly emotionally abused, having my kid taken away by this person, her getting pregnant by another guy and sticking me with all the medical bills, having my house cleared out of all the belongings, being labeled as a worthless unattractive no for good human waste, i guess i didnt. i cant trust anymore, i cant love anymore, and i dont believe anymore. so, does it really exist, is it out there